sorry

i really duno how to release it out....so jus release here....

i jus wanna tell u wat i did or made u sad and angry....i really nt purposely...of cus i wan u happy always.....i really dun hav the intend to make u sad and angry....i noe u used to keep sumtimes...cus u dun wan me hurt.......but wat we had promised? u dun tell me out...i really duno...den i duno wat i have done wrong to u....tell me plz whenever u gt sumthings nt happy even silly d thinking....i will explain to u....cus i can make sure i will let u noe the true and not what tat u have thought...if u let me noe...next time i will try avoid and improve it...wont let it happen again.......see...now u keep until release out everything ady....nw even dun choi me...tat time u aso wont like tis.....tat time when u gt anything u will tell me...den within one day will ntg ad...now u like dun even wan talk to me...i really more sad and hurt now.....i really can tolerate...i din said everything is ur fault...u angry aso cus of me.....u nt happy aso cus of me....because u care me....i noe.....but sometimes i really din mean it...i really not wanna make u sad and angry.....i already try my best to avoid those things u will unhappy....scare u think....but i cant avoid at all....and i already chosen u tat is u....u dun said wat i shud deserve a better one..wat even din noe each other....u said like tat i very hurt...i feel like i dun hav do a bf d responsibility and give happiness to u....and i said duno how u think is jus about d thinking about y u can said like tat to me....nt ur overall thinking..we have together so long ad...of cus i noe how u think..and know well about u...if nt sometimes i wont force u say out...cus i noe u r trying to keep...and when i wanna keep explain to u....u always off....i really sad and hurt....i wan explain and made u feel better d opportunity aso dun hav......den scare disturb u sleep and scare sms u again u will more angry and tot me fan.....so i jus can moody and handle d sadness by self.....i really wan u feel better....when u moody and sad...my mood will be same as u too...sometimes i nt dun wan pui u...of cus i wan pui u.....but i really gt class....if can....all d free time i aso wan pui u...and jus nw after cuming out....i really ntg....at inside there my face like bu shuang is because i afraid we cant eat or out oni....den rushing all d time....i late 15 mins nvm one....i jus scare on the road gt jam at tunnel there or wat oni.....maybe im nt a gud bf..dun hav give u hapiness....keep made u angry and sad.....i dun have d experience....jus like a kid....sry....i noe now u very angry and sad and no mood at all...nw i say wat aso no use...maybe will made it more worst....den wait u calm down and feel better 1st oni find u ba.....sry....i jus wan tell u wat i feel when u sleeping oni....u said if gt anything den tell out....den nw tell out ad like even more worst..i rather keep and solve it....i really nt dare tell ad.....nite and sry for jus nw d things...

Promised :)

time fly very fast....and long time din write blog ady,
now oledi half of d semester ady,
feel like degree is more relax and easier compared to foundation,
i will be study in this university for 4 years,
no nid pay parking fee if around d uni got any place to park...:)
attended so many classes, i feel like help's lecturers are better than ucsi,
maybe it is too many of students in a class,
and d fee is more expensive than help, 2k per sub,
and finally this year my birthday and my dear's birthday passed ady,
i think i got a good celebration to her....:)
though of little ideas and give her a little suprise,
although we have many of arguement sometimes,
but we try to solve d problems,
and i will try to console u, explain to u, comfort u and convince u,
cus i really dun wan u unhappy, sad and cry,
cus i will sad too...:(
i jus wan u to be happy everyday den i will happy too :)
sometimes u angry me i really sad, i aso dun wan it happen and not purposely d ma, ><
dun angry me....><
and tat time u tell me bout d things, i very no mood, den i do d research finally noe d true, den at last i fine ady :)
i will promise u i will never give up on u d,
i will always love u d,
love u dear....muahxxxxxxxx.....:)

For You....

美好时光总是太短暂
请你别哭泣
别让眼泪沾湿回忆
一切都是因为你
的肯定
天空才如此美丽
我不会忘记
每个悬念和呼吸
因为祝福
爱会继续
张开将单飞的翅膀
背负了离情依依
和每个人梦想的行李
现在我只想告诉你
我会一直爱着你
实现你的希望
疲倦的时候想着你
就擦亮我的梦想
我会永远爱着你
不会让你失望
你的爱是温暖我的力量
将翱翔天空的翅膀
在风中寻寻觅觅
不管飞到多远的距离
我的心永远在这里..........

I love you

it has gone through awhile..........
before that, lots of rumours about us,
i thought it will blocking us,
made us embarrass,
but it was actually helping us,
i know u always care me, and i always care u also,
u care, i appreciate,
i care, u appreciate,
i know u always be with me, and i also with u always,
don't worried about me,
i wont think so much,
i shud more worry about u,
pass is passed,
don't think or see bout passed already,
now wat we want to see is now and our future,
i hope i can give u hapiness,
give u wat i have,
give u everthing i have,
and care u always...
i love u.....<3


by RonNg 9.53pm