i jus wanna tell u wat i did or made u sad and angry....i really nt purposely...of cus i wan u happy always.....i really dun hav the intend to make u sad and angry....i noe u used to keep sumtimes...cus u dun wan me hurt.......but wat we had promised? u dun tell me out...i really duno...den i duno wat i have done wrong to u....tell me plz whenever u gt sumthings nt happy even silly d thinking....i will explain to u....cus i can make sure i will let u noe the true and not what tat u have thought...if u let me noe...next time i will try avoid and improve it...wont let it happen again.......see...now u keep until release out everything ady....nw even dun choi me...tat time u aso wont like tis.....tat time when u gt anything u will tell me...den within one day will ntg ad...now u like dun even wan talk to me...i really more sad and hurt now.....i really can tolerate...i din said everything is ur fault...u angry aso cus of me.....u nt happy aso cus of me....because u care me....i noe.....but sometimes i really din mean it...i really not wanna make u sad and angry.....i already try my best to avoid those things u will unhappy....scare u think....but i cant avoid at all....and i already chosen u tat is u....u dun said wat i shud deserve a better one..wat even din noe each other....u said like tat i very hurt...i feel like i dun hav do a bf d responsibility and give happiness to u....and i said duno how u think is jus about d thinking about y u can said like tat to me....nt ur overall thinking..we have together so long ad...of cus i noe how u think..and know well about u...if nt sometimes i wont force u say out...cus i noe u r trying to keep...and when i wanna keep explain to u....u always off....i really sad and hurt....i wan explain and made u feel better d opportunity aso dun hav......den scare disturb u sleep and scare sms u again u will more angry and tot me fan.....so i jus can moody and handle d sadness by self.....i really wan u feel better....when u moody and sad...my mood will be same as u too...sometimes i nt dun wan pui u...of cus i wan pui u.....but i really gt class....if can....all d free time i aso wan pui u...and jus nw after cuming out....i really ntg....at inside there my face like bu shuang is because i afraid we cant eat or out oni....den rushing all d time....i late 15 mins nvm one....i jus scare on the road gt jam at tunnel there or wat oni.....maybe im nt a gud bf..dun hav give u hapiness....keep made u angry and sad.....i dun have d experience....jus like a kid....sry....i noe now u very angry and sad and no mood at all...nw i say wat aso no use...maybe will made it more worst....den wait u calm down and feel better 1st oni find u ba.....sry....i jus wan tell u wat i feel when u sleeping oni....u said if gt anything den tell out....den nw tell out ad like even more worst..i rather keep and solve it....i really nt dare tell ad.....nite and sry for jus nw d things...
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